With that kinda thinking, it's alright to steal your food from others, until you save up enough money to go buy your own, huh ??
I don't give a rat's petunia, what your predicament is..... wrong is wrong !! Since when did someone say you can make illegal into categories or on several levels ?? Putting the cart before the horse as in your case, is just dumb and shows your integrity.... or lack thereof.
You keep bringing more and more baggage to this thread, but it's all a buncha bullsh!t in my opinion. You just keep piling it on, hoping somewhere something will stick.
I'm all for helping someone who needs it, but someone going about it illegally just turns me off, regardless if you are butt hurt or not.
As for starting somewhere, how 'bout doing it on the up & up and stop asking people to help a crook !!